Thursday, October 3, 2013
I was laid off from my job last month and thus far, while I've had some strong leads, I haven't discovered that next step in my career. However, I have been surprised by the level of ... relief I have experienced in the past few weeks. Every human fiber of my being has known this is a very odd reaction to losing my main source of income, but my spirit, for the most part, has remained still.
This morning I opened my devotional and found the message to the left. I strive to have the kind of response to obstacles that the message describes, frequently falling short, but I think maybe, just maybe this could explain the stillness in my spirit. It's having that sense of peace that defies all logic so that you know it has to come from God.
I don't know about you, but I tend to be somewhat suspicious of people who are always smiley and happy. Maybe that's the cynicism of my generation talking, but rarely have I encountered someone who is that way and simply seems at peace (and there's a big difference in someone who has joy and peace and someone who is wearing a happy mask).
At least in my life, peace that passes all understanding, frequently looks more like calm, still waters. It's almost more of a vibe you can feel coming off of someone than a certain way they present themselves. Also, it looks like optimism. For me, choosing to see this closed door as an opportunity rather than an obstacle reaffirms that sense of peace.
Peace that comes from God does not void out all of the problems in your life. Instead it alters the way you react to them. While I believe that human reaction to panic or be upset is still there, I also believe those moments shortened the more we pause, take a deep breath and whisper "I trust you Jesus". Eventually, "I trust you" will replace that knee-jerk reaction of panic in our minds. And with that comes peace.
Just a thought...